You know what I want? Just once I want to be someones reason for waking up... someone's reason for going through another day... just once I want to be the one being wished for, the one who makes a guy say "I'm soo lucky to have her." To put it simply, I want to mean to somebody what you mean to me.
it seems like everytime your around ii have
to force myself to act normal && pretend
like theres nothing wrong..except that it
kills me to know ;; i cant have you
i know he doesn't want to be with me he wants to be with her so i'm not going to i-n-t-e-r-f-e-r-e. i'm just going to sit back and watch my whole world disappear
For once ;; i want to be
hard to leave, have someone
up all night thinking of me
I hate how we don't talk for weeks
But then all of a sudden you talk to me again.
& it is like as if nothing happened
& I slowly start falling for you ...all over again
She'll say she hates you.
Shell say she never loved you.
Shell say doesn't ever want you back.
But deep down inside,
The only possible way she could mean this
Is if her fingers were crossed
!! But i'm nervous too because all of this hard work we've done since summer all boils up to that 2 minutes we're on the competition floor...